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(no subject) [Feb. 16th, 2012|10:09 pm]
I never updated in 2011 nooooooooooooo
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(no subject) [Sep. 5th, 2010|04:10 am]
Honestly, I'm pretty sure I never actually mattered. And that's what really sucks.
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>_ [Aug. 6th, 2010|01:43 am]
Fuuuuuuuck my side hurts. :(
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Company of Thieves [Jul. 17th, 2010|05:37 am]
Tell me now how should I fair
when I feel so unloved, and so alone.
The pressure is rising
I mean it, it's binding.
I've been compromising
for you.

Good music. Drunk. How many more months will I have to feel this way? I'm just waiting for something to make me feel worthwhile. Dammit.
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Huh. [May. 27th, 2010|02:08 am]
I just read my post from January 14th, 2009. I realize it was a year and a half ago, but I'm still kind of proud of myself at this time. I'm starting college. I'm progressing on a path that has a successful ending. It's really exciting. I'm sure there will be challenges that come with being a full time student and being a full time employee, but I'm prepared to face them.

The Crohn's has been good. I'm not seeing doctors or taking medicine, but aside from occasional bouts of bloatedness and rarely fits of pain, it's been under control. It's really weird to think that my surgery was a year and a half ago. It still feels like it was just a few months ago. Oh well. Before the end of the year I hope to start seeing a gastroenterologist. I say before the end of the year because I know how I am about things like this, and also how I feel about going to doctors.

Seven years of LJ... it's kind of funny. I like having this here. And I like all the people who have been around for so many years now. Chris, Johnny, Kathy, Mike... when I was a child it felt like I was changing friends all the time, and never really had one true best friend. But now I have so many... I know I don't get everything I want, but in the end I'm really happy about the quality of life I have. I love my friends. I love my family. I love myself. I love my life. :)
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(no subject) [Mar. 27th, 2009|06:16 am]
I think we've already discovered that alcohol and lj don't mix. I've had an interesting couple days, to say the least. But... not any closer to what I really want. Le sigh.
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(no subject) [Mar. 8th, 2009|11:18 am]
I found out about a new method of putting a hidden track in cds, and now I'm upset! I have these albums I keep buying off of iTunes and I never get to hear this secret track firsthand. D:

In case you're wondering, the method is to put it before the first song on the album. So just hitting play starts you at song 1, but if you start rewinding it'll keep going back. Essentially making the hidden track song 0, I guess is a good way to put it.

Iunno, I think it's really clever. Armor For Sleep has a hidden suicide note before 'What to Do When You Are Dead', which fits in perfectly with the whole theme of the album.

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(no subject) [Feb. 22nd, 2009|09:08 pm]
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(no subject) [Feb. 22nd, 2009|04:42 am]
OMG. A life filled with rejection. Everything I want I can't have! Drunk. Just typing whatever's on my mind right now. And it's nothing positive, so just ignore this emo bullshit. Who has time for it anyway. Life moves on, and if it's not moving forward, than where the fuck is it going?

I'm better off being single and not hoping for anything than... well, this.

I bought a pack of cigarettes. I feel like I'm smoking my life away. Just do me a favor and leave it alone, though. I mean, what's the point when I'm literally causing all of my own problems?

Ugh. UGH. What the fuck.
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(no subject) [Jan. 14th, 2009|05:53 am]
[Current Mood |contemplativecontemplative]

Some days, more than others, I feel like most people I know have a path, and they are progressing on said path. I've been satisfied knowing I have a plan. However, recently I'm wondering if it's just some illusion I've created. I mean, what am I doing besides just waiting around for something to happen to me? I'm referring to getting promoted, but that seems to always be the case. Work, romance, social life, life in general. Feh. Moral of the story is, I've been standing at the same intersection for years. All these paths open to me, but I don't take a single step in any direction.

I've had this idea to create a website that could be an outlet for me. I'm always thinking of ideas and never acting on them, be it stories I'd like to write, art I'd like to draw, poems I'd like to create. Some form of web comic would be amazing, assuming I had the capacity to stick with it and not get bored. I want it to be just my little space, out there for the world to see, assuming any one wants to see such a thing. :P

I suppose that's all for now.
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